I was going through my old documents and found a few of my writings, and thought to share it on the interweb. For anyone going through a tough time as a socially awkward introvert. This is for you.
It does get
better,
Whatever
you manifest inside of you do happen in reality, the way you were feeling
anxious and nervous before was all because you were living inside of your
brain. All you had to do was to calm down and ease a little so people could
approach you. You proved that today, you accidently came into the wrong lecture
for a purpose and that was to make you visible. A guy sat beside you and
initiated a conversation; that was a start, no it started last semester right,
when you met Karry, and ever since then your Uni life had improved. Im so proud
of you; see it does gets better. You are confidently sipping this caramel cha
time tea in the food court, observing all these students a you write this. You
notice not their appearance but you wonder about their life, what their story
might be, are they going through a rough time right now? Some of these people
could be despressed, you never really know; you were one of them. No youre not
saying theres anything wrong with being depressed, in fact its totally normal.
And you know we all go through it, that’s life.
Kudos to you, you’ve already gotten out of the rut! Now that doesn’t
mean it wll never come back, it most definitely will and you know it will but
when that time comes, you know that you will get out of it stronger and with
more wisdom. You know YOU WILL, because you’ve already been there before.
“I’ve come to believe that each of
us has a personal calling that’s as unique as a fingerprint – and that the best
way to succeed is to discover what you love and then find a way to offer it to
others in the form of service, working hard, and also allowing the energy of
the universe to lead you.” - Oprah Winfrey
im nervous,
heart is aching a bit, am I nervous about the event, or is it something else
that’s bothering me? His lies still bothering me, idk if he’s telling the truth
or not, how many times has he lied? Did he lie about everything? Why am I still
doubting him, it doesn’t matter know does it? No of course not, his only a
friend to you, it shouldn’t matter; you were always in his least priorities,
one lie, now everything he does you question. But it should all be over now, if
he’s happy with someone else, then you should be happy for him. That will set
you free. Right.
